Tuesday 7 January 2014

New Year's resolution

First i gotta explain u why there wassn't any new post lately. I wrote couple posts on Monday, but then there were some technicall difficulties with my computer & internet so i wasn't able to publish ANYTHING 'till today. I am really, really sorry for that, u can't even imagine. The post down below is actually written on 31st December. I wrote it even though i knew i couldnt publish it. I wanted to have that post written in real holiday-New Year's eve spirit. Enjoy :)

Hello my Dear Darlings!

Can u believe it, we made it to 31st December!! Wooow, 2014's knocking on our doors, ready to take us to new adventures.
2013 was good. Full of new experiences and things i would actually never imagine happening. In January i made my first blog (it's off line, so u can't see it, sorry). From the very beggining i had very good experience with it & i really enjoyed blogging. But after couple of months i didn't have time for it, so i deleted it. The reeason why i didn't have time for it is because i had many tests coming out cuz i was finishing primary school and starting high school. After all school exams and everything else, i was accepted to the high school i wanted to go! And i was one of 30 kids who were accepted to a builingual class. Also, in 2013 i traveled by myself for the first time! It wasnt a long or complicated trip; it was 2h bus drive from village back home. And in September i got my braces on! I also started playing drums and i became a band member. In November had my first live performance ever. I was so scared annd excited at the same time, i thought my heart would stop lol Then i made this blog. It was the most important choiche, i mean thing, i did in 2013. I already had an experience as blogger, but i wanted a new, fresh blog. This blog is exactly what i wanted. And i want to tell u guys, that u mean everything to me! Even though there still aren't many comments on my posts, i can see how many people visit my blog. The number is waaaay bigger than i ever thought it would be! And to make my year even better, BRAVO magazine put my blog on their web site on 25th December.
I really started loving pinterest this past year. I remember i told mysel somewhere in November: 'Man, if I reach 200 followers on pinterest 'till 2014, i would be the happiest gorl in the worls! It would be my perfect Christmas gift.' but i have 245 followers today!! It's mad! I am so happy, i literally can't believe it!
But 2013 wasn't only sugar n honey; there were some sad part. I spent my birthday totally sad cuz I had a big fight with my mum, just before it. I will probably never forget it. Did u ever just felt that all blood in ur body just froze in the second? I felt it when i heard my best friend's mum dyed. I was crushed, cuz I thought she was the strongest and the most amazing woman.
All in all, we all have ups n downs. But no matter what we must stay positive. We must keep moving forward, and we must do all we can in order to make out biggest dreams come true, right? As i said, 2013 was good, but hopefully 2014'll be better. There r some things i want in 2014. I want to make some change in the world. I wanna help more those in need & i wanna try and make world a better place. I want to start doing what my heart wants. I feel like i need to do it. And i just need to act like myself and do things for myself more. I need to act the way i act, not the way others except me to do. Now, something i hope for is to have better grades, find love in my life, have better relationship with my lil sister and of course MAKE THIS BLOG A BIG THING! I seriously love all of u guys, and i hope our family will grow in 2014!
I wish u all the happiest New Year! I wish u health, happiness and love.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Lena xoxo